weird things i do sometimes
1. give the U of M formula car the evil eye every morning when i get to work
2. line up the magnets on my bosses file cabinets when they aren't looking
3. color code my spreadsheets
4. im sure there are more

what weird things do you do?


sometimes what you need is to feel safe
sometimes there is only one person who makes you feel like that

i want to feel safe...

on another note, only 4 more days until this term is done. two classes tomorrow (actually later today since it is two am)... two tests and an in-class writing assignment and i am done with classes. then reading day, three thursday exams, and two friday exams... then i get to move home that night... argh

its going to be a busy few days...

then back to work monday. I really hope i get a call about my second job. I really need one..

miss you...





so its the beginning of 8th week, and long week is wrapping up. My roommate told me the other day, that watching me was like watching a soap opera from the set... he couldn't be more right.

every time things start to straighten out, something else happens...


things are complicated...

hopefully they will work out for the best?

school sucks, but enough about that.. lol


sometimes there is just too much to think about...

Boys are confusing, they really are... they can't make up their minds, and they don't know what they want. One day they want one thing and the next they are on the complete opposite end of things. Make a decision, don't leave me hanging... I'm backing off until you decide. I don't want to rush you...


four days left in the term...

A lot has changed this term, and a lot will never be the same.

Here's to making the time we have left count...

To those leaving, either because of graduation or college choices, keep in touch.
To everyone else, see you in three months.


so its 8th week

this has definitely been a rough term...

4-5 more and i'm out though!

monster trucks and powerman 5000 weekend after next and long weekend this weekend. woo spring break!


its 5th week, i missed one.. oops! I've had alot of tests in the past week... not so much of a good thing :( this week is live in week, so all my guys are gone... but its N's birthday today, yay! I go back to the hand surgeon tomorrow, I really need to stop making 7:30 am appointments :( but hopefully after this visit, my wrist problems will be cured! last night i had the worst migraine i have ever had. I almost had to make an ER trip, but lucky i finally fell asleep and it was gone this morning... my writing has been really disjointed lately... sorry i don't have anything interesting to talk about.



so now its third week

My Carpal Tunnel Story

Back in june my doctor told me i had carpal tunnel in my right wrist. She had me wear a carpal tunnel splint. I wore the wrist brace for weeks straight, went back to the doctor after those six weeks,and then got sent to 6 weeks of occupational therapy, 3x a week. Things felt better after the therapy and I didn't go back to the doctor. Three weeks later, my carpal tunnel is back in full force, both wrists, less numbness this time around, but way more pain. Finally in december i gave up and went back to the doctor and she refered me to a hand surgeon. The first week of school i went to go see the hand surgeon. He diagnosed me with probable carpal tunnel and sent me for an EMG test. Then second week i went for the EMG, it came back normal, so no nerve damage and no carpal tunnel. Then today I had to go back to the hand surgeon yet again. He told me that i dont have carpal tunnel and he didn't know what it was. If the numbness bothers me too much i can go see a neurologist, but i don't think I'm going to do that. Turns out all my pain was because I have tendonitis in my tendons by my thumb (#11 and 12) *sigh* ... so today i got a big shot of lidocaine and cortosone. In two weeks I'll get one on the other side. and hopefully that will be then end of this slowly moving story :(


at least my ticket is getting dropped and in a week my wrist will feel better...

now its off to class!



This has been the busiest first week ever, its crazy!

I got pulled over yesterday and I got a ticket :(

my dad is going to be very very mad :(

but things are starting to look up with you know who...

but someone else wishes that I never existed and makes me very wary about going places where I might have to be social with them... ugh so much drama, I thought college was when you were supposed to leave all of this behind you?


so its that time again... I'm back at school... hanging out in 326 again.

So far this has been the busiest first week that I think I've ever had, craziness!

ski trip is this weekend (im not going) so a long weekend up at school with nothing to do :(

welcome back is next weekend I believe, but I'm not sure that I am actually going or not... have to see whats up :)

call me!