3.23.2005

"My Biggest Mistake" *rewritten lyrics*

What do i think inside my head (you wanna know)
so i think that this could end up (breaking me)

my life is a timebomb set to explode
i talk out my ass and everyone knows
For once i should listen or care what you think
Or you'll be gone before i can blink

Everyones told me over and over again
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
Everyones told me
Everyone i left behind
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life

Everyone knows that i'm afraid of (missing out)
And you know that its hard for me to (swallow down)
A world i created set to explode
i lie through my teeth and everyone knows
For once i should take what you're willing to give
Or i'll stay stuck in the web that i'm trapped in

Everyones told me over and over again
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
Everyones told me
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life

It's a chance (what a chance)
i should take (i take)
And you know its not an easy one to make
i should trust the ones that are closest to me

Everyones told me over and over again
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
Everyones told me
Everyone i left behind
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
i've made the biggest mistake of my life

3.21.2005

weekends are for alcohol and sleeping, weekdays are for working and weeping

3.16.2005

i think i need to get anonymous phone calls more often...

hehehe

3.11.2005

so i made a few small changes to the website. i changed some links and the title at the top, not too exciting...

so anyway, whats new with you all? i miss my friends, and i want to meet the ones i only know online...

oh you know who you are

3.10.2005

you know, at every stage of your life you think "maybe now the drama will end"... apparently it doesn't ever end.

going from middle school to high school, you think that maybe just maybe the drama will lessen... it definitely doesn't, HS might be one of the biggest causes of drama there is.

going from high school to college, you think, hey this i college, we're too grown up for drama. hah fat chance! it only gets worse

i guess the drama never ends, there is always going to be someone who will cause drama in your life and you will always cause drama in someone elses.

and thats a fact...

time to start the introductions... "hi, my names kk, i have a boyfriend..."

3.09.2005

so i finally got my laptop back, stress the finally. for those of you who didn't know, my laptop had an accident involving flowers i got for valentines day and a not so sturdy plastic cup. needless to say i've been without a computer for three weeks and it has been driving me crazy!!! they had to replace and reformat my hard drive, so i lost EVERYTHING which is also a bummer, cuz a lot of those pictures i can't replace... same with my music and papers, and all that crap. BUT AT LEAST IT'S BACK!!!

i am insanely happy today for some reason, maybe because i am officially pursuing a dual degree in industrial and mechanical engineering now. (who'd of thought i'd be happy about MORE school??)

im so happy, but i hate being sick. everyone needs to call me, i miss you guys...

love you,
kk