2.28.2005

Jakers, this one's for you...


i have nothing new to update.


MONSTER JAM ON SATURDAY... i can't wait...

i think i got asked out on a date the other day... it was kinda funny...

2.24.2005

yup yup yup, i'm gonna steal you away and make you mine...

not that i'd mind, you are pretty cute... (oops, did i just say that out loud??)

heh you know i love you, but only in a platonic sort of way, i do miss you a ton however, i haven't seen you since the end of OTC.. :( we need to see each other when you come back for the summer or whenever... you should come visit me in flint-town. it'd be awesome!


ok enough flashbacks... any bets on how long it'll take until i get unhappy comments back about that?

<3 you all,

except for you, you, and you... haha (jk)

2.15.2005

wow what an interesting week...

i'll update later, i don't feel like it at the moment

2.04.2005

i was hurt so much...

so why is it that you all you have to do is look at me like that and i fall for you all over again...






guess i'm good at being the one that's around when its convient...
but since i crave that attention, the approval, i keep doing it...

2.01.2005

i've been listening to a lot of punk lately ... here are my recent fav. songs

"Too Late To Start Over"
You know my story.
I've been telling it to anyone I could find.
If I would lose you, I'd lose my mind,
over and over agian until next time.
Lights out to expectations.
Goodbye to bad intentions.
There's nothing wrong with letting go.
I know all about you.
Give me a pen and I'll write you a book of how we both fucked up,
walked away, got back just in time to make up for the new years.
I send you stationary.
It wasn't ordinary.
You got it and told me that everything would be O.K.
Next morning came conclusion:
It's too late to start all over.
(Sorry about the past)


"Disconnected Youth"
I've been stripped down and kicked out and shown the fucking door,
don't need no friends to make amends 'cause i'm the one at war,
a word to the wise, don't need your fucking lies,
if ignorance is bliss, you can keep your paradise
and you don't want nothing from me
yeah i'm a fist pumping anti-christ blight on society
you don't want nothing from me
the only thing you want is to keep me on my knees
i'm tired of turning blind eyes to you racist motherfuckers
patriot pretenders and you tatooed phony rockers
keep your fashion whores, dont need em anymore
they'll kiss you and dismiss you just like they're keeping score
and you don't want nothing from me
yeah i'm a fist pumping anarchist blight on society
you don't want nothing from me
the only thing you want, to keep me on my knees
to the disconnected youth
just looking for the truth
it's ugly and its empty
and you'll never shine until you get away
to all you motherfuckers standing in my way, you know i got something to say
can't waste my time with the simple idle minds
motherfuckers never listen to me anyway
they don't listen, they dont listen, they don't listen at all
to the disconnected youth
just looking for the truth
its ugly and its empty and you'll never shine until you get away


and no not for any significant reason... i just like these songs

this one to...

S.O.S
S.O.S. In A State Of Emergency
The Situations And The Prying Eyes
Looking At Me
Is There No Where I Could Go?
Somewhere You Couldn't See
S.O.S. In A State Of Emergency
So Let's Say For A Second
I've Grown Attached
My Life Is A Mess
I'm Total Waste
And The Pills That They Gave Me
Just Give Me The Shits
I Don't Think They Work
I'm Suppose To Fit In
Let's Say But Just For A Second
I'm Only Kidding
I'm Well Adjusted
Let's Say Nothin' At All
In A State Of Emergency
I'm Calling Out To Anyone
An S.O.S. I'm In A State Of Emergency