1.31.2005

***edit- im tired of causing problems... so DELETED...***
so many executive decisions, so little time...


things, they be a changin'

1.30.2005

we're about to start 4th week...

this term has flown by, but at the same time, its moving really slowly.

not enough time for the things i need to get done, too much time to slack off and do whatever.

doesn't make sense, does it?

guess i should buckle down and hop right to it...

so much for my goals for the term...




awesome truck isn't it?

***edit- no more problems...***

1.27.2005

maybe things arene't loooking so far up after all....

1.25.2005

i <3 you and you should know that...

:)

life is looking up...

1.22.2005

if i can't trust you then how can i be your friend. when i tell you something in confidence, i expect it to stay in confidence... period, no buts about it. the only exception is if i were thinking about causing harm to myself or others, or something equally as serious...

whatever....

1.18.2005

* i know that this is a lot of song lyrics, sorry*
"I Don't Wanna Know"
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
i never cared how i dressed before
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait 'til we meet again
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
framed pictures start to be put on the walls
constant visits while im out on the road
its hard to leave sometimes
but you know where i lay my head at night
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know


i could never tell you how much it hurts...
you don't know how much you hurt me and i doubt you ever will...
... and thats the way i want it...
"Your Biggest Mistake"
What do you think inside your head (i wanna know)
so you think that this could end up (breaking you)
Your life is a timebomb set to explode
You talk out your ass and everyone knows
For once you should listen or care what i think
Or i'll be gone before you can blink
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyone knows that your afraid of (missing out)
And i know that its hard for you to (swallow down)
A world you created set to explode
You lie through your teeth and everyone knows
For once you should take what im willing to give
Or you'll stay stuck in the web that your trapped in
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
It's a chance (what a chance)
you should take (you take)
And i know its not an easy one to make
You should trust the ones that are closest to you
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
You've made the biggest mistake of your life


this song applies so much its creepy
You Are a Retrospective Soul
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?


1.14.2005

[goodbye cruel world
im leaving you today
goodbye goodbye goodbye]
[goodbye all you people
theres nothing you can say
to make me change my mind
goodbye]

im tired of all the drama...

i didn't ask for this, i didn't encourage this...

and to everyone thats mad at me... screw you i did nothing wrong

1.13.2005

i had a strange dream yesterday.. it was about the easter bunny... but it looked kind of like the rabbit from donnie darko too... creepy creepy creepy...

i hate rain... i really do, you have no idea...

too much stuff going on in my head, but im so glad to be back!!


[goodbye cruel world
im leaving you today
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye]
[goodbye all you people
theres nothing you can say
to make me change my mind
...goodbye]

i like that song..makes you think...

and no, thats not what im going to do..get that idea out of your head...

1.10.2005

ok...

so my post today is all about Jason Mulgrew the internet quasi-celebrity. he is awesome, and he loves you... so go check him out.


i discovered him when he somehow discovered our team blog and left a comment. now i read him everyday. check him out!!!

1.08.2005

well i'm all moved in.. all thats left to do is go see Jason and the rest of the dorm guys. And Jake and Noel and all those guys too...

actually im supposed to watch spongebob with jake today...hmmm
Jesus of Surburbia
i'm the son of rage and love
the jesus of suburbia
from the bible of "none of the above"
on a steady diet of soda pop and ritalin
no one ever dies for my sins in hell
as far as i can tell
at least the ones i got away with
but there's nothing wrong with me
this is how i'm supposed to be
in the land of make believe
they don't believe in me
get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
the living room in my private womb
while the mom's and brad's are away
to fall in love and fall in debt
to alcohol and cigarettes and mary jane
to keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine
and there's nothing wrong with me
this is how i'm supposed to be
in the land of make believe
they don't believe in me

St. Jimmy
St. Jimmy's coming down across the alleyway
Upon the blvd, like a zip gon on parade
Light of a silhouette, he's insubordinate
Coming at you on the count of 1, 2, 3, 4
My name is Jimmy and you better not wear it out
Suicide commando that your momma talked about
King of the 40 thieves and I'm here to represent
The needle in the vein of the establishment.
I'm the patron saint of the denial with an angel face
And a taste for suicidal cigarettes and ramen
And a little bag of dope.
I am the son of a bitch and Edgar Allan Poe.
Raised in the city under a halo of lights.
The product of war and fear that we've been victimized.
ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?
My name is St. Jimmy.
I'm a son of a gun
I'm the one that's from the way outside
I'm a teenage assassin executing some fun
In the cult of life of crime.
I'd really hate to say it but, I told you so
So shut your mouth before I shoot you down dl'boy
Welcome to the club and give me some blood.
I'm the resident leader of the lost and found
It's comedy and tragedy.
It's St. Jimmy and that's my name don't wear it out.


1.07.2005

god damn you teeth. you die! you die and you go to hell!
(my teeth that is)

damn my teeth hurt...stupid four fillings...


just felt like sharing

1.06.2005

sorry its been awhile since i've updated... its been a rough couple of days

so yah move in on saturday, not friday like originally thought. darn...

i was supposed to go to OSMTech today, but it was a snow day, so i didn't get to go. I am going to go to Amanda's later though, so that'll be fun!

Josh brought my books by today, that was nice of him. heh he's gone delt too. yay for delta tau delta.

i can't wait to be back up at school.

i ordered new checks yesterday, they have cows on them.. mooo

1.02.2005

here's the lineup

Sunday 6pm-9pm : Viewing @ the funeral home
Monday 2pm-9pm : Viewing @ the funeral home
Tuesday 10am : Funeral @ Christ the Redemeer Church

my lineup
Sun 6-9: viewing
Mon 6:30-3: work
4-9: viewing
Tues 10: funeral
Wed: pack
Thurs: pack
Fri: move in
Sat: welcome back?

see you guys on friday

welcome back will be needed