12.22.2005

its all starting to catch up with me. but don't worry, i'll be ok... i always am.

it has been a long week, but at least its thursday!

my interview went well. Hopefully i'll get a call back!

i miss you, call me please...

1, 4, and 16 more days

12.21.2005

i'm beginning to think that this week will never end...

i'm working 6-2:30 today, then i've got an interview @ 4:00, then the viewing until 8:00. then dinner and home to bed.

tomorrow i'm probably working 6-1, then the funeral @ 2:30.

then friday maybe work @ 6 don't know yet, then canada after work!!

8 songs i'm still liking
1. sophomore slump or comeback of the year - fall out boy
2. papercuts - gym class heroes
3. grand theft autumn - fall out boy
4. jude law and a semester abroad - brand new
5. swing life away - rise against
6. change - good charlotte
7. one headlight - the wallflowers
8. dance dance - fall out boy

is it saturday yet?

merry christmas everybody

2, 5, 17 days left

call me please, i have minutes to use up and i'm bored beyond belief...

12.20.2005

you know, i'm really going to miss this place....

3 more days.

12.19.2005

4 more days of work (after today)
7 days until WV
19 more days until school

i'll be counting down these days...

12.14.2005

MY INTERVIEW WAS AWESOME

so far i've had two interviews, and i'm in the process of setting up a third.

so far i've interviewed with
- H.P. Pelzer Automotive
- TRW Steering and Suspension

and i'm setting up one with
- Vconverter Corp.

including today i have only 8 more actual days of work, 13 days until WV, and 25 days until i move back into school... and it couldn't come soon enough...

12.13.2005

i've been reading the dilbert blog alot lately (found here) its actually pretty interesting and fairly well written.

leave me some comments or something, i'm bored...

12.12.2005

howdy people!

i have another interview tomorrow, wish me luck!

i'm interviewing with TRW Steering and Suspension in Sterling Heights. means i need to wake up early tomorrow cuz i want to be @ work by 6 so i can work from 6-2 (7.5 hours) tomorrow and then 6:30-3:30 wednesday (8.5 hours) to make up for the hour i'm missing tomorrow.

fun fun i sure am excited!

<3 you

12.07.2005

i can not WAIT until canada. should be an.. uh... interesting times :)

11.29.2005

if you knew that today was going to be your last day, that today was they day you were going to die, what would you do? what would you say, who would you say it to, would you care what they thought?

i think about strange things....

11.28.2005

every time i talk to you, i end up upset and depressed... so why do i bother?


and no this probably isn't who you think it is...

11.21.2005

it's been awhile since i posted...

so i guess the biggest thing that's happened lately is that my co-op job with Ford got cut. it sucks, but its also kind of a blessing in disguise, this way i can get another job that is possibly closer and that actually involves some engineering. i'm gonna miss everyone there though...

windsor with the electricians on 12/23 can't wait!!!

The Night 89x stole Christmas 8 on 12/1, also can't wait!!!

<3

kimie

11.09.2005

i need to snap out of it, get a new outlook on life. i'm not lonely, (at least i shouldn't be) i have plenty of people around me that care about me and love me...

so why am i?
2 four day weeks, 1 three day week, then 3 five day weeks, and i'm DONE!!!

the highlight of my day today? having a conversation with Chris, aka the hot tryout guy. (yes i do have a crush, but its harmless, so don't worry)

other than that (with a few exceptions) blah...

i'm just in a blah ind of mood... i want to do something exciting, something fun, something outrageous, i want to shake things up a bit

anybody with me?

11.02.2005

i need to hear "i love you" every day, cuz yes, i am THAT insecure :)

10.24.2005

wow... 8/23 and 9/23 what coincedental dates... i never even realized it...

i sure hope i don't screw things up again. i'm so afraid i will. i'm just glad that i can be happy again, i wasn't for so long that i almost don't know if i know how to be happy. i'm sure going to try though!

i love all my friends, you guys are awesome. you ARE what gets me through!

10.04.2005

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light

We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well read and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word

Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it
I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light

We're traveled like gypsies
Only with worse luck and far less gold
We're the kids you used to love
But then we grew old
We're the lifers here till the bitter end
Condemned from the start
Ashamed of the way
The songs and the words own the beating of our hearts

Cause I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
And there's another around to help us bend your trust
I've got a sunset in my veins
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay

The best part of "Believe" is the "Lie",
I hope you sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So give in or just give up
[x2]

Are we growing up or just going down?

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light

i just don't care anymore... i've been so depressed for so long that i'm not sure i can remember how to stay happy without messing up.. but i'm willing to try.

<3 love you

and you and you and you...

im so happy now, nothing could ruin this. i miss you guys, someone call me and lets hang out

9.27.2005

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written!!!

DO IT IF YOU KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR YOU... please?

9.25.2005

work tomorrow.

homecoming game on friday.

maybe get to see you in between?

9.24.2005

i'm happier than i've been in i don't know how long...

if you have to ask why, then you don't know me very well, lol just kidding

9.22.2005

homecoming game next week, i'm excited. I'm apparently bringing booger too...

i'm so glad the term is almost over.. i need a break.

its back to work on monday, yay for making money, boo for audits...

wonder if i might get to hang out with alumni dude (yah you know who i'm talking about) i wouldn't mind having him as a friend....

i'm gonna miss alot of the senior 3's...

9.15.2005

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

those words mean more than you could ever know... here's to hoping

9.06.2005

"Swing Life Away"

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

Swing life away [x4]

8.31.2005

sometimes you have to lose EVERYTHING to realize just how good things were..
Ode to the Nice Guys
This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.


i "borrowed" this from Clint. but its so true, i had to post it. i'm sorry guys...

8.10.2005

Haven't been on here in awhile. Busy Busy Busy

Kamp Kettering is going pretty well, the girls were much better last week though.

Gave some blood to be typed for the bone marrow registry thingy... i have weird lines on my arm now

oh well

<3 you

8.04.2005

Physics Exam and apartment games last night...
Kamp Kettering Banquet and Delts SR3 rush event tonight...
Carl LOTD 94.3 and most likely LCA party tomorrow...
Going home and SR3 house party day after...


i really need to get a life...

7.26.2005

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to meeee... happy birthday to me


4-H fair tonight... woohoo!

7.22.2005

WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Kimberly Nicole Avery
NICKNAMES? kimie, kimkat, kk, DW
SINGLE OR TAKEN? depends on how you look at it
SEX? yes please (i am female)
BIRTHDAY? july 26, 1986 (im a young'n)
WHERE DO YOU LIVE? at the moment, Campus Village in lovely Flint
SEX OR ICE-CREAM? what kind of ice cream?
WHAT COLOUR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? green and white
WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW? answering this survey
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID? wrote a text message and sat in class
WHAT IS RIGHT NEXT TO YOU? a hot wheels car
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU ATE OUT WITH? ian (actually out someplace) and daddy(takeout)
IF U WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? a monster truck
WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOURHONEYMOON? tahiti
WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH? someone who loves me
HOW MANY BUDDIES DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR LIST? 151
HOWS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? hot and sunny
LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE? peewee
LAST PERSON WHO TEXT YOU? ian
LAST PERSON YOU TEXT? ian
WHATS YOUR RING TONE? some techno bubble thing
WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS? i still dont know
AGE? 18, soon to be 19
HAIR? brownish, shortish
WEARING RIGHT NOW? pink tanktop, jean capris, and chucks
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes ma'am
WHAT SKOOL DO U ATTEND? Kettering University, flint-town what?
WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU? you don't have to make everyone happy
DO U OWN A VEHICLE? yes, my ugly malibu
HAVE YOU EVER WON A SPECIAL AWARD? maybe a 'special' award
WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE PLANS? finish KU, maybe go to grad skool, permanent work term
LAST FILM YOU SAW AT CINEMA? bewitched, going to the drive in tonight though
DID YOU ACTUALLY WATCH THE FILM THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TO THE CINEMA? most definitely
FAVE DAY OF THE YEAR? friday the 13th and halloween
LIKE TO DANCE? yes in a class, or when no one can see me
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT? i think so
IF YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR NAME TO ANTHING, WHAT WOULD IT BE? not sure
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? i'd like to think so
DO YOU LIKE SCARY OR HAPPY MOVIES? both
CHRISTMAS OR EASTER? christmas
LUST OR LOVE? some of both
KISSES OR HUGS? both
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE? hmmm anything?
WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR PYJAMAS/BED CLOTHS? black w/flames at the moment
WHAT COLOUR'S YOUR TOOTHBRUSH.? green
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS SURVEY? long
DO U LIKE PERCY THE GNOME? who?
FAVE PART OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? ears, hands, lips
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? having someone mad at you
FAVE SOUNDS? wtf?
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? boys
ROLLER COASTER, SCARY OR EXCITING? scary
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT? as few as possible
If YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON, DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? einstein
FAVE QUOTE? the kettering girl one over there ---->
ZODIAC SIGN? leo
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB IN THE WORLD WHAT WOULD IT BE? bioengineer for NASA
HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL ? twice as big as it should be
WHATS YOUR FAVE NUMBER? 13
ROOT BEER OR DOCTOR PEPPER? coke!
MUD OR JELLY WRESTLING? jelly? how about pudding
SKIING OR BOARDING: boarding
DAY OR NIGHT? night
SUMMER OR WINTER? summer
SILVER OR GOLD? silver
DIAMONDS OR PEARLS? diamonds
SUNRISE OR SUNSET? sunset
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE? only fingers and toes
YOU HATE ANYONE? only one person... he knows who he is

7.17.2005

7.10.2005

another fine start to another wonderful term...

whoopti-freakin-do

7.09.2005

so i'm back in flint.

i love our apartment... its fun :) you should come and visit...

where did all my guys go?

<3 you,

kimie
she says she's no good with words but i'm worse
barely stuttered out
a joke of a romantic or just stuck to my tongue
weighed down with words too over-dramatic
tonight its "it can't get much worse"
vs. "no one should ever feel like..."

i'm two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have so i write them
so you need them just to get by

dance, dance
we're falling apart to half time
dance, dance
and these are the lives you'd love to lead
dance, this is the way they'd love
if they knew how misery loved me

you always fold just before you're found out
drink up its last call
last resort
but only the first mistake and i...

i'm two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have so i'll write them
so you need them just to get by

why don't you show the little bit of spine
you've been saving for his mattress
love

dance, dance
we're falling apart to half time
dance, dance
and these are the lives you'd love to lead

why don't you show the little bit of spine
you've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)
i only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

dance, dance
we're falling apart to half time
dance, dance
and these are the lives you'd love to lead

dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
dance this is the way they'd love
if they knew how misery loved me

dance, dance
dance, dance
dance, dance
dance, dance


i <3 that song :)

leaving for flint tomorrow, can't wait to get up there... i'm super excited about the apartment. should be an interesting experiment...

i wish i had my glasses...

skipping physics on monday so that i can go to the first day of diff eq... fun... NOT

brrr cold in my room...

can't wait to see everyone that i haven't seen since last term.. and the ones that i have seen too :D

<3 you,

kimie

ps.. my birthday is in 15 days :D

7.08.2005


flint on saturday, flint on saturday, flint on saturday...


what day is it again?

7.05.2005

i miss having someone that i can talk about anything and everything with....

6.30.2005

*sneeze*

i keep sneezing and coughing lately..uhoh... i bet you its either my bronchitis or staph again... *fun stuff*
ugh....

only about 1.5 months left of physics... yay... but boo at the same time :)

Kettering in 10 days... boy oh boy i can't wait.


CANADA on 3rd saturday (7/30 for you non-kettering people), anyone wanna go??

oh c'mon, you know you want too!

<3<3<3 i love boys <3<3<3

all my pirate love,

KK

6.24.2005

BOOKS
1. Library or Store Bought? library ( i can read more that way)
2. Sci-Fi or Fantasy? both
3. Mystery or Adventure? both
4. Comedy or Romance? comedy
5. Happy or Sad endings? both
6. Classic or Contemporary? contemporary
MUSIC
7. Moody or Happy? a little of both
8. Classical or Oldies? oldies
9. Choir Music or Holiday songs? holiday songs
10. With or without words? with
11. Lyrics or the sound of the music? lyrics mean more to me
12. Slow or fast? both, depends on my mood
CLASSES
13. Math or Science? both, unless it's physics
14. Art or Auto Shop? auto shop
15. English or History? history
16. Choir or Orchestra/Band? band
17. Business or Gym? business
SPORTS
18. Football or Basketball? football
19. Ice Hockey or Soccer? ice hockey
20. Dance or Figure Skating? DANCE!!!!
21. Volleyball or Tennis? tennis
22. Golf or Lacrosse? lacrosse
23. Snowboarding or Skiing? snowboarding
PRESENTS
24. Cds or Tickets to a show? cds
25. Money or a gift? gift
26. Something Lasting or Easily Used? surprise me
27. Something Special or part of life? part of like
28. Value or Deep Meaning? deep meaning
MOVIES
29. The Matrix or XXX? matrix
30. Pirates of the Caribbean or Sinbad? pirates of the caribbean
31. The Ring or Panic Room? the ring
32. Sweet November or Maid In Manhattan? neither
33. Spiderman or Daredevil? spiderman
CANDY
34. Chocolate or Hard Candy? hard candy
35. Reese's or Butterfinger? reese's
36. Mike and Ikes or Hot Tomales? hot tamales
37. Sour Skittles or Shocktarts? shocktarts
38. Hershey's or Crunch? hershey's
JOBS
39. Janitor or Fast food restaurant clerk? janitor
40. Businessperson or artist? businessperson
41. Teacher or Computer specialist? computer specialist
42. Writer or Musician? neither
43. CEO or Independent worker? independent worker
44. Police Officer or Reporter? police officer
PLACES
45. Paris or London? paris
46. Egypt or Saudi Arabia? egypt
47. Russia or China? russia
48. Republic of Congo or Ecuador? ecuador
49. Mexico or Canada? canada
50. New York or Los Angeles? new york

Nickname: kimie, kimkat, kk, DW
Age: 18 (i'm legal!)
School: Kettering University
Location: Lake Orion, Flint, Dearborn
Color Of Eyes: Brown
Height: 5'10-5'11
Shoe Size: 9.5-10
Brothers/Sisters: 1 unfortunately
Who Lives With You: parents and brother until 7/9 then my roomates
Whens Your Bedtime: 9:30 during work term, N/A during school term
Do You have any piercings or tattoos? yes ;)
------------Have You Ever------------
Been So Drunk You Black Out: probably
Missed School Cuz it Rained: nope, this in Michigan, we don't miss school for anything
Put A Body Part On Fire For Amusement: no
Been Hurt Emotionally: yes
Had An Imaginary Friend: probably at some time
Wanted To Hook Up With A Friend: yah...thats for sure
Cried During A Movie: yup
Had A Crush On A Teacher: yah
Ever Thought An Animated Character Was Hot: ew no
Had A New Kids On The Block Tape: nope
Been On Stage: many many times....
Cut Your Own Hair: a few
Been Sarcastic: who me? definitely
----------Favourite----------
Shampoo: anything fruity or minty
Soap: whatever is in the shower
Colour: blue, green, red, orange
Night/Day: night
Summer/Winter: summer
Lace or Satin: lace
Chartoon Characters: spongebob!
Fave Food: everything
Fave Advertisments: none
Fave Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip
Fave Subject: math, science, tech (just not physics)
Fave Drink: coke... with or without something to mix in
Fave Person To Talk To Online: my boys <3
--------------Right Now------------
Wearing: pink polo shirt and grey and pink plaid (yes plaid) pants
Hair Is: messy like usual
I'm Feeling: sleepy
I'm Eating: crackers
I'm Drinking: rock and rye
Thinken 'Bout: my boys <3<3<3
Listening To: r&b oldies
Talking To: Shelia (my co-worker)
------------Last Time You-----------
Cried: last term sometime
Worn A Skirt: last week
Met Someone New: when physics @ OCC started
Cleaned Your Room: 3 months ago at least
Drove A Car: 7 hours ago
------------Do You Believe In-----------
Yourself: eh
Your Friends: always
Santa Claus: hehe
Tooth Fairy: of course
Ghosts: sometimes
Angels: don't know
UFO's: yah
---------------Friends And Life----------
Do You Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend: kinda, maybe, not sure
If YES, Who?: hehehe
If NO, do you have a Crush? DEFINITELY
Who Have You Known For The Longest Time?: manda
Who's The Shyest: manda
Who's The Weirdest: my boys
Who Do You Go To For Advice: jakers
Who Do You Cry With: a few
When Did You Cry The Most: too many reasons, too many times
Whats The Best Feeling In The World: being loved
Worst Feeling: letting someone down
What are you doing next?: finding out a part number

6.19.2005

Bold the ones that apply to you.

I've kissed someone....

on the cheek.

on the forehead

on the lips.

on their hands or fingers.

in my room.

in their room.

of the same sex.

of the opposite sex.

younger than me.

older than me.

with jet black hair.

with curly hair.

with blonde hair & blue eyes.

with flaming red hair.

with straight hair.

smaller/shorter than me.

bigger/taller than me.

with a lip ring.

with ear(s) pierced.

with a tongue ring.

who was drunk.

who was high.

who i had just met.

who was homosexual.

who i didnt really want to kiss.

on a holiday.

who was going out with someone else.

who was going out with someone close to me.

who was my good friends brother or sister

who had been/is in jail.

in a graveyard.

at a show/concert.

at the beach

in a pool/jacuzzi.

who was legally to young or too old for me to have sex with.

with dyed hair.

with a shaved head.

who was/is my good friend.

who was/is in a band.

who has tattoos.

who is of a completely different race than me.

in the rain.

in a continent other than where i was born.

with an accent.

with an std.

on a boat.

in a car/taxi/bus. (omg in the truck after Double Secret Probation Party, sooo funny)

on a plane.

at the circus/carnival.

with a missing body part.

in the movies.

eskimo style

at least the good thing is that there haven't really been that many people, cuz more than one of these things apply to a person. heheh

20 days and counting

6.16.2005

so my post today is all about Jason Mulgrew the internet quasi-celebrity. he is awesome, and he loves you... so go check him out.


but anyway

22 days and counting

the hot guy from tryout is back... dude i so gotta figure out his name...



i think i need a hot tub

6.15.2005

busy busy busy today...

-lots to do at work 6:30-3
-class 5-8
-lab 8-10 (hopefully gonna get out early)
-Trevor's house (hot tub)!! 9-10:30 (hopefully!!!)

finally saw Arango today, forgot his souvenir though...

yay for summer...

now for those summertime pictures :)

6.13.2005

less than a month until i move in to skool! i can't wait KU is going to ROCK this term. our apartment is going to be so much fun! you all better come and visit!!!!!

we have exactly 25 days until we move in... yay (i'm such a dork)

i miss you guys...

call me!

kk

6.09.2005

new machines came in @ work today... that was the highlight of my day.

visited friends, made some new ones, yummy slurpees and running over curbs...

hehe

i may be crazy, but im no lady (in response to being called a "crazy lady")

crazy is what crazy do
crazy in love, im a crazy fool

heh i love that line

call me (if ye's knows whats good for ya's)

6.05.2005

you know... i'm not really as ditzy and naive as you might be lead to believe...

6.03.2005

finally, the weekend!

now i just gotta think of something to do..

can you name the song title, artist or both??

1. seven years later he works as a waiter, she married a trucker and he's never there

2. just because i walk like obiwan kenobi, you people talk, but you don't even know me

3. we can still do things you like, i can watch you eat an ice cream cone or watch you ride your bike


heheh

hugs and kisses,
K

6.02.2005

so i called four people tonight... only one answered the phone :(

where are all you people...

so many plans the next two weekends, so little time!

blah blah blah

i had to present during the business review today at work, not good. luckily it went pretty well though, my boss was happy, thats all that counts! i was very nervous though!

so what do you all (all none of you) think of the revamped template? standard blogger templates aren't usually my designs of choice, but until i can learn how to do it myself... it'll have to do. i like it, its blue and grey, and pretty!

:-*

oh BTW i got a 91% on my physics test, eh that'll do... beats KU phys grades hands down!

i'm rambling...

someone call me (just not when i'm at work) so i don't have to talk to myself anymore... please?

and you four... CALL ME BACK!

love always,

me

6.01.2005

So as of today i have been working at DT&D for exactly one year, albeit three months at a time :-P

only one month and eight days left to go... be prepared to see a running countdown as time goes on.


you know, im still not sure how i'm going to work this yet... my class at OCC and my Diff Eq class @ KU overlap for about 3-4 weeks. Diff Eq is from 4:40-5:40, Physics is from 5 o'clock on.

maybe i can go to the earlier class twice a week for four weeks :-
i'm kinda bored today, work is slower than usual. although i should go see someone about that ECPL placard... hmmmm

class tonight from 5-8, we had monday off, so there's no lab. yay! i have to finish my homework before class starts though... eeek!

so friday i hung out with jake, manda, and booger. we went to big boy's and then bowling (i lost every game thank you very much) then booger and i went back to my house. Dave then came over and we all watched "meet the fockers." i took him home at 1 and then went to bed. saturday i did absolutely nothing, no one was home or if they were they didn't want to do anything. sunday i had to go to my cousin's graduation party, then ended up going to the townhouse, although i spent more time lost in the car with PJ and Jordan than anything else. Monday i just hung around at home, the boy came home and i spent some time with him... thats about all.

all in all a pretty uneventful weekend.

class tonight, southgate tomorrow, boy's on friday, something this weekend... any ideas??

hmmm maybe i will call Chris tonight, i haven't talked to him in awhile... hehehe, i miss him though

oh BTW, my aunt got a big black and red nautical star on her shoulder... heh bet my stars are way better!

<3 always,
kk

5.31.2005

"Too many girls at kettering have IPS...but they only get IPS because of the guys. If they ignored the ugly ones the same way they got ignored before kettering we'd have no problem. Look for the girls at other schools. Kettering girls are like parking spaces...all the good ones are taken and all the rest are handicapped."

wow... i think i should be offended by that.. however i am not because it is SO COMPLETELY TRUE!!!

5.26.2005

wow...

i dunno just felt like saying wow...

i KILLED my physics test, and by killed, i mean in a good way

i sure hope i aced it!!!

get to see jakers on friday, im excited, i haven't seen him since skool ended...

is it school term yet? 1 month and 14 days.... not including today...

is sad how much i'm looking forward to it :D

i am a dork though

love you...

kk
due to an EXTREME lack of interest, i am deleting the team site...

if you really want it to stay, email me and convince me why

5.17.2005

ok i promised a physics update..

why couldn't our phys teacher at KU grade like this teacher i have at OCC, 87+ is an A, 65 is a C... I COULD OF PASSED WITH A C!! grrrrr....

i am doing much better this time around, i actually understand it alot better... who would've thought??


anyway these lyrics are stuck in my head

" Cause the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight"

"seven years later he works as a waiter
She married a trucker and he's never there
the story never changes, just the names and faces
like Tommy and Gina they're living on a prayer"

my ideal boy would do these things...
-love me unconditionally, cuz face it, i do stupid things sometimes
-care about me more that just to get in my pants
-make me feel pretty and sexy, not fat and ugly
-and someone i can do the same for...

anybody up for it??

5.16.2005

concert on friday was AWESOME!!! there were so many little (ie 10-14 year olds) kids there, but it was still fun! the only not fun part was that it rained alot and blankets, tarps, and umbrella's were not allowed...oh well, i still had fun!

saturday i went to my cousins baby shower, then was supposed to go party at the TH for james bday.

well i met the guys at a bar in pontiac, but it was a $15 cover charge, so we left before i got in. We wandered around downtown pontiac for a bit, then went to taco bell and back to the TH. there we watched some crazy drugged up movie, then the bday boy and broyles and all them came home... i got tackled, someone stole a road construction barrel... it got puked in, and the guys to tried to convince me to let them pour the "birthday" champagne down my cleaveage, so they could drink it... maybe if i wouldn't of had to leave so soon... lol

over all, it was a fun night... even though i got locked out of my house (seriously, who locks the deadbolt when your 18 year old daughter isn't home... who cares if it was 3 am)

physics update tomorrow, i promise

5.12.2005

awesome songs
1. fourteen- vandals
2. punk rock 101-bowling for soup
3. bombshell-powerman 5000
4. BYOB-system of a down
5. beautiful-social code


im bored...

concert tomorrow, baby shower, garage sales, bday party

5.10.2005

no more CP :(

oh well
you know i love you guys right?

im bored.. and have a headache...i think i need a good cuddle, that will take care of it ;) (hint hint hint)

my first class at OCC was yesterday (monday) i swear it was like being in middle school again. three hours of nothing but scientific method, scientific notation, and converting from feet to meters. THREE HOURS!!!

on another note it was funny to hear all the kids complain about "oh no, this class is gonna be so hard, its only 12 weeks, we don't have time to waste"

...dude, people relax... its a twelve week class with 6 hours of lecture and 2 hours of lab a week. for those of you that don't know kettering only has 11 week classes (of which only about 10-ish are actual classes, the last one is exams) and we only had 4 hours of lecture and 2 hours of class a week. suck it up, geez!

i was quite amused to say the least... hehehe

five hours of class tomorrow (three hour lecture and two hour lab) fun fun fun

i wish it was friday, and saturday, and sunday...

hope i get to stay overnight after cedar point...


<3, hugs and kisses

kk

5.08.2005

I went and saw house of wax yesterday... scared me out of my mind. i'm just weird like that, you see, i like scary movies alot, but i always get to scared... ALWAYS

heh like the time we watched the ring in my room and all got scared, so went to taco bell then written up when we got home.. that was fun! (believe it or not)

yah... anyhoo

i wish it was friday/saturday woohoo can't wait!! concert then cedar point, what could be better? true i have to miss my cousin's baby shower, but still its worth it!

i think my punctuation might actually be getting slightly better, hey at least i'm using some now. before i didn't use ANY!!! no all i need to work on is the capitalization bit... eh maybe later hehe

its mothers day, so happy mothers day mom!!

love you guys,

kk

5.04.2005

5 things that i need to do more often
1. update this on a regular basis
2. just write in general
3. organize things (aka write lists)
4. be around people that like me for who i am
5. be myself

anyhoo, so whats new with all you people? i'm going to try and update this at least 3 times a week. lets see how that goes...

my class at OCC starts monday, i'm kinda nervous though. even at kettering, i at least knew people in the school, and i had a chance to meet people from my classes before they started (as in Jason) as long as i pass though, i'll be happy!

i saw Sin City a few weeks ago and i just saw Hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy on monday. I have read the 4-part trilogy (and yes i said that right) and loved it, so the movie was awesome too!

we just got DSL, well technically we've had it for a week, but it finally started working monday. all i can say is YAY!!!!

but yah...

things are a little complicated right now...im starting to go back to my old ways of worrying about all the little things (especially the insignificant details and things that i have no control over) then i stress myself out to the point where i either make myself sick, or i can't function.

but enough about me, how are all of you doing? i miss you guys so much, and i havent heard from very many of you either... remember guys, Keep In Touch...

oh and if you happen to come to kettering next term, or if you are already there, you should come visit me in our apartment... it'll be awesome!

miss you guys, give me a call, drop me an email, send me an IM do something!

miss you tons..

kk

5.03.2005

more lists lets see how about one for every day i've missed...that means what 5 lists then + one for today, thats 6 total... oh boy

3 reasons cedar point is awesome
1. it has lots of spinny rides
2. it's in ohio
3. i like spinny rides

4 reasons i like DSL
1. its better than dial up
2. doesn't shut down randomly like my magic internet
3. much much faster
4. did i mention its not dial up?

6 movies i like right now
1. hitchikers guide to the galaxy
2. ocean's eleven
3. ocean's twelve
4. fight club
5. snatch
6. office space

5 things on my mind right now
1. boys
2. other boys
3. the boy
4. 42
5. TNT (tuesday night tigers)

3 things i did at work today
1. hide from my boss
2. work on layouts
3. make labels

8 things i feel like doing right now (in no particular order)
1. cuddling
2. kissing someone
3. watching a movie
4. another kiss
5. eating a popsicle
6. eating anything
7. drinking a coke
8. kissing that person another time

yay thats all six

anyone wanna be one of my eight things?

4.28.2005

lists lists lists... i like lists


how about 3 lists for you all today?

6 songs that are stuck in my head
1. suckerpunch, bowling for soup
2. crazy, natalie
3. self-esteem, the offspring
4. sugar (gimme some), trick daddy
5. closing in, the living end (best song ever!!)
6. left of the dial, the replacements

11 things i like
1. popcorn
2. boys
3. coke
4. internet access
5. boys
6. www.thefacebook.com
7. townhouse parties
8. boys
9. hanging out with friends
10. movies
11. ...did i mention boys?

10 things i don't like
1. mean girls
2. bad drivers
3. creepy people
4. no overtime
5. OCC (grrr won't let me register)
6. canceled meetings (when you stay late just for them)
7. my brother when he is annoying
8. being sick
9. no internet access
10. writing papers


hehe :) more lists to come... (look what you've started)






4.26.2005

I wrote him off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But he came over
I lost my nerve
I took him back and made him dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know he's playing with me
That's okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If he keeps it up I just might tell him so

When he's saying that he wants only me
Then I wonder why he sleeps with my friends
When he's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah yeah yeah

Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night he knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when he's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem


i love altering lyrics

4.19.2005

sorry i haven't posted in soooo long

anyhoo, i'm back from vacation, so im tan and all that good stuff. Tigers game on friday (most likely), dance show on thursday, follow up @ the docs wednesday, party at the townhouse saturday... we all caught up?

heh

i've got songs sstuck in my head, i miss my boys, and im sleepy...

god i hate being sick!

im completely random today... facebook roxzor, yes roxzor...hehe,

i get to go in late on friday so i can stay over for part of the afternoon shift to work on "this chart shit" as my kinda boss, John the supervisor, put it... good thing i like making charts!

i love you, i miss you, ALL YOU GUYS GIVE ME A CALL!!


and im out

ps- you can totally see my bra through my shirt today, heh

4.03.2005

so new goals for next term, even though the last one just ended a week ago

here goes

-no (or at least less) drinking
-no smoking
-no hanging out at the house
-cut back on hanging with the boys...

guess this means doing alot more homework and going home on the weekends...

next term should be reaaaaaaal fun.... not (x1000)

4.01.2005

sorry i haven't updated in awhile...

booger and i are headed to flint on wednesday to see Carl's second to last show... so if you are in the flint area listen to 94.3 FM from 9-11 and 10-12 wed and thurs night, :) ok?

cruise is in 9 days!!! i cant wait!

ugh dentist tomorrow

i really am a nerd, glasses, dual engineering degrees, AND AN INHALER. which is new i might add... stupid bronchitis

damn 4 am is early

wow this is a random post

i <3 you

3.23.2005

"My Biggest Mistake" *rewritten lyrics*

What do i think inside my head (you wanna know)
so i think that this could end up (breaking me)

my life is a timebomb set to explode
i talk out my ass and everyone knows
For once i should listen or care what you think
Or you'll be gone before i can blink

Everyones told me over and over again
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
Everyones told me
Everyone i left behind
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life

Everyone knows that i'm afraid of (missing out)
And you know that its hard for me to (swallow down)
A world i created set to explode
i lie through my teeth and everyone knows
For once i should take what you're willing to give
Or i'll stay stuck in the web that i'm trapped in

Everyones told me over and over again
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
Everyones told me
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life

It's a chance (what a chance)
i should take (i take)
And you know its not an easy one to make
i should trust the ones that are closest to me

Everyones told me over and over again
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
Everyones told me
Everyone i left behind
i'm making the biggest mistake of my life
i've made the biggest mistake of my life

3.21.2005

weekends are for alcohol and sleeping, weekdays are for working and weeping

3.16.2005

i think i need to get anonymous phone calls more often...

hehehe

3.11.2005

so i made a few small changes to the website. i changed some links and the title at the top, not too exciting...

so anyway, whats new with you all? i miss my friends, and i want to meet the ones i only know online...

oh you know who you are

3.10.2005

you know, at every stage of your life you think "maybe now the drama will end"... apparently it doesn't ever end.

going from middle school to high school, you think that maybe just maybe the drama will lessen... it definitely doesn't, HS might be one of the biggest causes of drama there is.

going from high school to college, you think, hey this i college, we're too grown up for drama. hah fat chance! it only gets worse

i guess the drama never ends, there is always going to be someone who will cause drama in your life and you will always cause drama in someone elses.

and thats a fact...

time to start the introductions... "hi, my names kk, i have a boyfriend..."

3.09.2005

so i finally got my laptop back, stress the finally. for those of you who didn't know, my laptop had an accident involving flowers i got for valentines day and a not so sturdy plastic cup. needless to say i've been without a computer for three weeks and it has been driving me crazy!!! they had to replace and reformat my hard drive, so i lost EVERYTHING which is also a bummer, cuz a lot of those pictures i can't replace... same with my music and papers, and all that crap. BUT AT LEAST IT'S BACK!!!

i am insanely happy today for some reason, maybe because i am officially pursuing a dual degree in industrial and mechanical engineering now. (who'd of thought i'd be happy about MORE school??)

im so happy, but i hate being sick. everyone needs to call me, i miss you guys...

love you,
kk

2.28.2005

Jakers, this one's for you...


i have nothing new to update.


MONSTER JAM ON SATURDAY... i can't wait...

i think i got asked out on a date the other day... it was kinda funny...

2.24.2005

yup yup yup, i'm gonna steal you away and make you mine...

not that i'd mind, you are pretty cute... (oops, did i just say that out loud??)

heh you know i love you, but only in a platonic sort of way, i do miss you a ton however, i haven't seen you since the end of OTC.. :( we need to see each other when you come back for the summer or whenever... you should come visit me in flint-town. it'd be awesome!


ok enough flashbacks... any bets on how long it'll take until i get unhappy comments back about that?

<3 you all,

except for you, you, and you... haha (jk)

2.15.2005

wow what an interesting week...

i'll update later, i don't feel like it at the moment

2.04.2005

i was hurt so much...

so why is it that you all you have to do is look at me like that and i fall for you all over again...






guess i'm good at being the one that's around when its convient...
but since i crave that attention, the approval, i keep doing it...

2.01.2005

i've been listening to a lot of punk lately ... here are my recent fav. songs

"Too Late To Start Over"
You know my story.
I've been telling it to anyone I could find.
If I would lose you, I'd lose my mind,
over and over agian until next time.
Lights out to expectations.
Goodbye to bad intentions.
There's nothing wrong with letting go.
I know all about you.
Give me a pen and I'll write you a book of how we both fucked up,
walked away, got back just in time to make up for the new years.
I send you stationary.
It wasn't ordinary.
You got it and told me that everything would be O.K.
Next morning came conclusion:
It's too late to start all over.
(Sorry about the past)


"Disconnected Youth"
I've been stripped down and kicked out and shown the fucking door,
don't need no friends to make amends 'cause i'm the one at war,
a word to the wise, don't need your fucking lies,
if ignorance is bliss, you can keep your paradise
and you don't want nothing from me
yeah i'm a fist pumping anti-christ blight on society
you don't want nothing from me
the only thing you want is to keep me on my knees
i'm tired of turning blind eyes to you racist motherfuckers
patriot pretenders and you tatooed phony rockers
keep your fashion whores, dont need em anymore
they'll kiss you and dismiss you just like they're keeping score
and you don't want nothing from me
yeah i'm a fist pumping anarchist blight on society
you don't want nothing from me
the only thing you want, to keep me on my knees
to the disconnected youth
just looking for the truth
it's ugly and its empty
and you'll never shine until you get away
to all you motherfuckers standing in my way, you know i got something to say
can't waste my time with the simple idle minds
motherfuckers never listen to me anyway
they don't listen, they dont listen, they don't listen at all
to the disconnected youth
just looking for the truth
its ugly and its empty and you'll never shine until you get away


and no not for any significant reason... i just like these songs

this one to...

S.O.S
S.O.S. In A State Of Emergency
The Situations And The Prying Eyes
Looking At Me
Is There No Where I Could Go?
Somewhere You Couldn't See
S.O.S. In A State Of Emergency
So Let's Say For A Second
I've Grown Attached
My Life Is A Mess
I'm Total Waste
And The Pills That They Gave Me
Just Give Me The Shits
I Don't Think They Work
I'm Suppose To Fit In
Let's Say But Just For A Second
I'm Only Kidding
I'm Well Adjusted
Let's Say Nothin' At All
In A State Of Emergency
I'm Calling Out To Anyone
An S.O.S. I'm In A State Of Emergency

1.31.2005

***edit- im tired of causing problems... so DELETED...***
so many executive decisions, so little time...


things, they be a changin'

1.30.2005

we're about to start 4th week...

this term has flown by, but at the same time, its moving really slowly.

not enough time for the things i need to get done, too much time to slack off and do whatever.

doesn't make sense, does it?

guess i should buckle down and hop right to it...

so much for my goals for the term...




awesome truck isn't it?

***edit- no more problems...***

1.27.2005

maybe things arene't loooking so far up after all....

1.25.2005

i <3 you and you should know that...

:)

life is looking up...

1.22.2005

if i can't trust you then how can i be your friend. when i tell you something in confidence, i expect it to stay in confidence... period, no buts about it. the only exception is if i were thinking about causing harm to myself or others, or something equally as serious...

whatever....

1.18.2005

* i know that this is a lot of song lyrics, sorry*
"I Don't Wanna Know"
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
i never cared how i dressed before
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait 'til we meet again
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
framed pictures start to be put on the walls
constant visits while im out on the road
its hard to leave sometimes
but you know where i lay my head at night
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know


i could never tell you how much it hurts...
you don't know how much you hurt me and i doubt you ever will...
... and thats the way i want it...
"Your Biggest Mistake"
What do you think inside your head (i wanna know)
so you think that this could end up (breaking you)
Your life is a timebomb set to explode
You talk out your ass and everyone knows
For once you should listen or care what i think
Or i'll be gone before you can blink
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyone knows that your afraid of (missing out)
And i know that its hard for you to (swallow down)
A world you created set to explode
You lie through your teeth and everyone knows
For once you should take what im willing to give
Or you'll stay stuck in the web that your trapped in
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
It's a chance (what a chance)
you should take (you take)
And i know its not an easy one to make
You should trust the ones that are closest to you
Everyones told you over and over again
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
Everyones told you
Everyone you left behind
Your making the biggest mistake of your life
You've made the biggest mistake of your life


this song applies so much its creepy
You Are a Retrospective Soul
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?


1.14.2005

[goodbye cruel world
im leaving you today
goodbye goodbye goodbye]
[goodbye all you people
theres nothing you can say
to make me change my mind
goodbye]

im tired of all the drama...

i didn't ask for this, i didn't encourage this...

and to everyone thats mad at me... screw you i did nothing wrong

1.13.2005

i had a strange dream yesterday.. it was about the easter bunny... but it looked kind of like the rabbit from donnie darko too... creepy creepy creepy...

i hate rain... i really do, you have no idea...

too much stuff going on in my head, but im so glad to be back!!


[goodbye cruel world
im leaving you today
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye]
[goodbye all you people
theres nothing you can say
to make me change my mind
...goodbye]

i like that song..makes you think...

and no, thats not what im going to do..get that idea out of your head...

1.10.2005

ok...

so my post today is all about Jason Mulgrew the internet quasi-celebrity. he is awesome, and he loves you... so go check him out.


i discovered him when he somehow discovered our team blog and left a comment. now i read him everyday. check him out!!!

1.08.2005

well i'm all moved in.. all thats left to do is go see Jason and the rest of the dorm guys. And Jake and Noel and all those guys too...

actually im supposed to watch spongebob with jake today...hmmm
Jesus of Surburbia
i'm the son of rage and love
the jesus of suburbia
from the bible of "none of the above"
on a steady diet of soda pop and ritalin
no one ever dies for my sins in hell
as far as i can tell
at least the ones i got away with
but there's nothing wrong with me
this is how i'm supposed to be
in the land of make believe
they don't believe in me
get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
the living room in my private womb
while the mom's and brad's are away
to fall in love and fall in debt
to alcohol and cigarettes and mary jane
to keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine
and there's nothing wrong with me
this is how i'm supposed to be
in the land of make believe
they don't believe in me

St. Jimmy
St. Jimmy's coming down across the alleyway
Upon the blvd, like a zip gon on parade
Light of a silhouette, he's insubordinate
Coming at you on the count of 1, 2, 3, 4
My name is Jimmy and you better not wear it out
Suicide commando that your momma talked about
King of the 40 thieves and I'm here to represent
The needle in the vein of the establishment.
I'm the patron saint of the denial with an angel face
And a taste for suicidal cigarettes and ramen
And a little bag of dope.
I am the son of a bitch and Edgar Allan Poe.
Raised in the city under a halo of lights.
The product of war and fear that we've been victimized.
ARE YOU TALKING TO ME?
My name is St. Jimmy.
I'm a son of a gun
I'm the one that's from the way outside
I'm a teenage assassin executing some fun
In the cult of life of crime.
I'd really hate to say it but, I told you so
So shut your mouth before I shoot you down dl'boy
Welcome to the club and give me some blood.
I'm the resident leader of the lost and found
It's comedy and tragedy.
It's St. Jimmy and that's my name don't wear it out.


1.07.2005

god damn you teeth. you die! you die and you go to hell!
(my teeth that is)

damn my teeth hurt...stupid four fillings...


just felt like sharing

1.06.2005

sorry its been awhile since i've updated... its been a rough couple of days

so yah move in on saturday, not friday like originally thought. darn...

i was supposed to go to OSMTech today, but it was a snow day, so i didn't get to go. I am going to go to Amanda's later though, so that'll be fun!

Josh brought my books by today, that was nice of him. heh he's gone delt too. yay for delta tau delta.

i can't wait to be back up at school.

i ordered new checks yesterday, they have cows on them.. mooo

1.02.2005

here's the lineup

Sunday 6pm-9pm : Viewing @ the funeral home
Monday 2pm-9pm : Viewing @ the funeral home
Tuesday 10am : Funeral @ Christ the Redemeer Church

my lineup
Sun 6-9: viewing
Mon 6:30-3: work
4-9: viewing
Tues 10: funeral
Wed: pack
Thurs: pack
Fri: move in
Sat: welcome back?

see you guys on friday

welcome back will be needed