12.31.2004

today has not been a good day...

stash's dad died today.

i wish i could of been stronger for him, but i cried anyway...

i hope stash comes back soon...

12.29.2004

YAY!

i need to go get my antenna installed for my XM radio. i'm quite excited...hehe this was an awesome christmas this year! (thanks great-grandma)

the new greenday and good charlotte cds are AWESOME..

but then again, everythign is awesome right now...well almost everything
i want to say that i miss you, but i know you don't want to go there...

i need to let go, move on, get over it...but its tough...

and thats an understatement.

Move in day is in T-9 days, 22 hours, and 19 mins..

with a three minute margin of error, as always

12.28.2004

I can not wait to go back to school... i think that this term is going to be even more fun than the last!!!
My list of things that i want to accomplish this upcoming term:

1. actually do all of my homework, especially calc!
2. party just a teensy-bit list ( i already know that this is something i'm not going to follow through on...)
3. join some clubs (such as SWE, ASME, etc)
4. look into my dual degree? (go Imaginary Engineering!)
5. find some place to live next term... (Michael and Ian sounds like the best bet...and by Ian i mean Cornelius from Nome)
6. [insert thing i forgot here]


i have so many plans already for this term...

I (kinda) got invited to Ohio for a night-or-two the 1st actual weekend after classes, and i really wanted to go...but i kinda forgot about monster jam...but then again, if we don't get tickets, then it won't matter!

speaking of monster jam...that is so much fun, and the guy who drives Blue Thunder (a ford truck of course!) is HOT!!!

speaking of HOT guys, Laura and I have been hitting on a very hot friend of stash's...im horrible i know...but stash does know about it!

and no, im not doing the passive-aggressive thing, i just don't feel like going back and fixing all of my capitalization mistakes...

12.23.2004

i just don't know what to say...

now i guess there IS something i regret...
only 3 more days of work...i know it was 4 awhile ago...but i have to work until january 5th now... oh well...

found a piece of steel in my hand yesterday...turns out that wasn't a bloodblister... oops

roads suck today, so be careful everyone!

12.22.2004

well back to skool in T-16 days (approx)

its sad how much i'm looking forward to this, lol. but then again, most people probably are.

i think i want to go somewhere for spring break this year. i won't get to go on our family vacation, so i'll either have to save up enough money or talk my parents into paying for at least part of it... any ideas where we all should go? i was thinking Virginia Beach, but that'd be alot more fun once i'm old enough to drink and go out to the bars (...legally that is...) anyone who wants to go could go... c'mon it'll be fun.

i also need to find someone to live with next year, cuz there is no way in hell i'm commuting from home! haha

but yah my birthday is in 7 months, 3 days, 9 hours, and 25 minutes... give or take a few minutes... i'll be 19, so i say canada anyone?

i love all of you...

oh yah i almost forgot... Amanda and I were looking up pictures of the FIJI guys last night. They are definitely HOT!!! lol i was telling someone else (also from KU) about that and they though we meant fiji as in the country, not fiji as in the fraternity... lol that made my day

12.21.2004

ok guys, since i just wrote a scholarship essay about this, i thought i'd post (an edited) copy of what i had to say...

my ode to guy friends (not the real title, but you get the point)

"Throughout my whole life, most of my friends have been guys, we just seem to get along better, fight less, and generally just be better friends. Most of the other girls that I know are mean and petty (or so it seems to me). They hold grudges, fight amongst one another, and just aren’t really that nice to each other.
Guy friends are friends of a different sort, when I am with them they treat me like one of the guys. To them we're all the same and everything is forgiven and forgotten. They don't feel slighted if I forget to call them, or if I don't invite them to go somewhere with me. I wouldn't trade them for any other friend in the world"


just thought you guys might like that...

12.20.2004

ok i seem to have this problem...although this one is a nice kind of problem :D

i like all these older guys... they are pretty cute, but the ones at work (especially) are all way to old for me, way way way to old for me... lol i still flirt though...

so yup ranging from all you seniors at KU to the pipefitters and electricians here at the plant...thanks :D
hey everybody...

since today officially sucks, im just going to post about 15 redneck jokes (its ok, im allowed to my bf is a redneck...majorly!)

you might be a redneck if...
...you have ever valet parked a snow plow
...taking your girlfriend on a cruise meant circling the Dairy Queen
...you can't visit your relatives without getting mud on your tires
...you've ever been blacklisted by a bowling alley
...you've ever had to turn around your pickup truck because of bridge clearance restrictions
...you drive across town to see a car wreck
...you have more electronice equipment in your truck than your house
...your favorite t-shirt is declared offensive in at least 13 states
...you are driving a car with no original body parts
...you quit your job cuz "deer season is a-fixin' to start"
...you've ever been hunting on a tractor
...you've ever laid rubber while traveling in a funeral procession
...your tires are worth more than your truck
...you've ever had a conversation about truck tires that has lasted more than an hour
...the hood of your truck is higher than the roof of your house


nice...

in other news, school starts up again on the 10th. thank god for that. i miss all my friends from there that i haven't seen in awhile now. and hey Aeren, if you ever come back up to KU, you should stop in an say hi! lol

i miss you boys...

love you all,
kk

12.17.2004

four more days of work! I can't wait to go back to school. I miss all my friends so much and I can't wait to see them all again.

i'm such a dork, i actually enjoy going to school..haha...i love you all...



you might be a redneck if...
...you think the last words to the national anthem are "gentlemen, start your engines"
...you've ever stood in line to have your picture taken with a freak of nature
...you've ever been to a wedding reception at a waffle house
and finally
...you think the police can't see you because you truck is painted camouflage

12.16.2004

my haircut

what do y'all think?


Sorry about that last post guys. There were/are alot of things going on and i was feeling a little overwhelmed and confused. Things have gotten better, but not entirely. Oh well, guess i just need to get my head on straight..

speaking of which...

have you ever heard anyone use that phrase before? I mean look at it "get my head on straight" have you ever seen someone whose head wasn't on straight. Do they get to take it off and readjust it? lol

lol if you think about it, alot of things don't make sense...


you might be a redneck if...

-You consider a six-pack and a bug-zapper high-quality entertainment.
-The neighbors started a petition over your Christmas lights.
-You've been too drunk to fish.
-You think that John Deere Green, Ford Blue, and Primer Gray are the three of the primary colors.

12.14.2004

i don't know what to think...

i thought you liked me, that there was something there...

maybe there was, but i doubt there is anymore...

i know you're busy, but there is more to it than that...

you used to call me late at night and i'd talk to you for hours...

now i'm lucky to talk to you for a few minutes when i get ahold of you...

i don't expect you drop anything or everything for me...

i don't expect anything at all...

i guess i hoped that what i shared with you meant something...

guess i'm just another girl after all...

what did i expect?

12.09.2004

Sorry all, i have been busy for once at work (that or without internet) so i haven't posted in a few days. I'm still working on getting a picture of my haircut for all of you...

but anyway, yah tuesday was interesting... i worked 5:00 am-1:3o pm...it was actually kinda nice. Then i had to run errands for 'rango. well errand... but still

dance team show is thursday (next week) i can't wait! the girls are going to be sooo awesome... you know, its amazing how many different dances a group of only 14 girls can come up with. When i was on the team, we always had at least 20 dances... awesome eh?

i have a problem...but eh, i'll work it out...

12.06.2004

So i got my haircut...i like it, lots of highlights this time, hope other people like it too...actually it isn't that much shorter than it used to be lol

do you love me?



12.03.2004

So I was kinda lonely yesterday, not sure why... which ended up in my calling random people to see if they wanted to come over, and then calling a certain random someone at least 3 times leaving some pretty pathetic messages that probably sounded something like this:

"hey its me, I'm bored and just thought i'd give you a call, im driving home, well i was at home, then i left, and now im on the way home again and i'd ask you what you were doing, but its kinda hard to have a coversation with you voicemail cuz it doesn't answer back, and well i guess just call me later."

"hey its kim again, just wanted to see if you wanted to come over and hang out or something, no one's home and i'm kinda bored. ummm just call me back later then i guess as long as it isn't too late, but i'll probably be up until 10ish...sooo yah"

"hey its me, i'm kinda lonely so i thought i'd see if you want to come over, but i guess not its getting kinda late, so i guess i'll just talk to you tomorrow..."

pathetic eh? so needless to say i did nothing yesterday. i talked to Clint yesterday online, then i got bored so i went to the library (i know im such a dork) then i got home and read a book and a half, had tomato soup and grilled cheese for dinner since my parents were gone at my bro's wrestling meet (hmmm hot guys in tight clothes...hmmm) then took a bath and went to bed.. lame lame lame...

so i've made a vow not to call my certain random someone until i can control myself, not leave pathetic messages, and convince myself of the fact that i don't need to talk to them every day... or before i go to bed... or in the middle of the night... or on my way home from work... or on the way to work at 5:30 in the morning cuz i am their wake up call... etc etc etc... they can call me for once...

on yah i left them two text messages too...i gotta get this under control...

love me always, cuz i love all of you...except for you and you and you

PS- oh yah i almost forgot to mention this... you'll never guess who i got a phone call from last night after i got out of the bathtub and while i was on the phone with the boy?? yup thats right KYLE! i have to say, even though we're working/worked things out, i never expected to have him call me, at least not yet...hmmm wow

12.02.2004

ok...so apparently i'm going to post at least once a day, well days that i'm at work at least.

OMG am i actually using punctuation? must be that work thing rubbing off on me, cuz i never normally do. Actually if i think about it, it has been easier to write emails and such without having to think about putting in the proper capital letters, punctuation, and spellings of words. damn, whats happening.

eh oh well...

lol

i've been hyper and tired beyond belief all at the same time lately. How, i have no idea because logically i shouldn't be able to be both at the same time, but since when am i ever logical? exactly...

DANCE TEAM SHOW DECEMBER 16... well i think thats when it is anyway... i haven't seen the girls dance since the homecoming game, and they were really good then so i can't wait to see what the show brings!
you know... i really miss dance, as much as i complained about it sometimes, i really miss it. Maybe not the 5 practices a week plus studio classes once a week, but still. I wish i could find another studio in Flint, because i can drive up to flint for a 6 0'clock class from work every week, but i can't drive to LO every week when i'm at skool. that sucks though, cuz i really liked my old studio LA dance.. oh well, guess i'll have to see what i can do!

i love you all, except for you and you and you...

12.01.2004

today has been full of grrrs....

grrrrrrr....

First my boss was supposed to leave me a schedule so i know which days i have to work 4pm-12:30pm, which days to work 10pm-6:30am, and which days to work my normal time 6:30am-3 pm...but she didn't...grrr

then the power goes out when i am in the middle of working on something, which i of course forgot to save...grrrr...not all the power though, just half of my office...grrrrr.

then i called to get service for our plot copier, but the number's out of service ... grrrrrrrrrrr.... erg...

lastly, i feel like throwing up, i'd blame 'rango for getting me sick, but i only hung out with him yesterday, so its too soon to be sick...double grrrr....

but my big boss did buy us all pizza....yay...not grrr...yay!

what else is going to happen?
well well well...

i actually did some real work at work yesterday, if you can believe it. lol it was amazing!

anyhoo

i've had a lot on my mind lately. And its making me kinda insecure about things, for some odd reason... hmmmmmm

wonder when my screwed up schedule starts....