I feel bad for my Dad. Yesterday was his birthday, and he found out he might have to have surgery today. Two years ago he had a detached retina. They weren't sure how it happened, but they did surgery on it, made it all better, and hopefully prevented it from happening again. Unfortunately it happened again. He has a tear in the the retina of his right eye again. He has to go to the eye doctor this morning and they will decide what, if anything, they are going to do. I sure hope everything turns out ok...

update: well my dad called me earlier, they did have to do a surgery but they were able to do the laser one. So now he is fine and at home again. I'm glad everything turned out ok!


i should really stop the survey thing, but they're so stupid that they're fun! anyhoo

sometimes i'm so immature i can't believe it. heh, but sometimes its called for. hehe

i'm sure that none of you really want to know this, but i feel like sharing anyway, especially since there are only so many times that i can share with the boy, i don't think he really cares at this point.. so yah, i bought a new bra yesterday, its pretty i love it. Its one of the victoria secret's very sexy collection no padding push-up ones (i need all the help i can get, lmao) its black and kinda lacy and see-through and such... i like it... as some of you know, for all the guys who mistakenly opened the wrong drawer in my dorm room, i like bras, especially pretty ones that are all different colors, so i have alot..hehe.. i'm sure you'll all love that visual in your head.

Aren't you glad i shared? leave me a comment and let me know!!

on to the survey...

First real kiss: in front of my front door
First job: Ford motor company co-op
First screen name: cutiebug
First self-purchased album: can't even remember
First funeral: my nana's
First pet: Kitty and max.
First piercing: ears at age 8
First true love: i'd like to think i'm in love...
First big trip: does alabama count?
Last big car ride: this morning on the way to work almost an hour! otherwise going to Rockford to see Pinky, Noel, and Adam
Last kiss: hmmm, saturday i believe...thats way to long ago if i do say so myself
Last good cry: not since that night after the party @ the green house
Last movie seen: elf and some vin diesel thing
Last beverage drank: water and faygo red pop
Last food consumed: sprees and the yucky macaroni and cheese i had for lunch
Last phone call: called the boy during lunch, and my boss called a little bit ago
Last TV show watched: i watched drawn together last night at 1 am
Last shoes worn: i've got work shoes on now, ugh, i'd give anything for my chucks or my docs
Last CD played: linkin park-meteora
Last item bought: ritz-bits, goldfish, and redpop
Last disappointment: thats for me to know
Last soda drank: faygo redpop
Last ice cream eaten: vanilla
Last shirt worn: at the moment, pink sweater...last t-shirt, black and green dance clinic shirt


LAYER ONE: On The Outside
- Name: Kim
- Nickname: kimkat, kk, kimie, KP, ki23m, etc..
- Birth date: 7/26
- Birthplace: Royal Oak, MI
- Current Location: home/DT&D until january 10th, then KU
- Eye Color: Brown
- Hair Color: 'Dirty' blonde
- Height: 5'10"
- Righty or Lefty: righty
- Zodiac Sign: leo

LAYER TWO: On The Inside
- Your heritage: German, english, yugoslavian
- The shoes you wore today: brown doc martens at the moment, converses when i get home
- Who you look like: mom
- Your weakness: kitties, sweet talk, caffeine, cuddling
- Your fears: irrational things
- Your perfect pizza: ham and mushrooms, lots of mushrooms
- Goal you'd like to achieve: making other people happy at all costs

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
- Your most overused phrase on AIM: omg, lol
- Your thoughts first waking up: 4 am is too early for thoughts
- Your best physical feature: eyes? i dunno someone else would have to answer that
- Your bedtime: during workterm:9pm-ish during schoolterm:1-4am
- Your most missed memory: n/a

- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
- McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
- Single or group dates: Single
- Adidas or Nike: nike
- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate/vanilla swirl
- Cappuccino or coffee: mountain dew

- Smoke: haven't yet.
- Cuss: most definitely
- Sing: never!
- Have a crush: yes, always
- Think you've been in love: i'd like to think so...
- Like high school: i thought i did, then i got to college
- Want to get married: eventually
- Believe in yourself: not usually
- Get motion sickness: nope
- Think you're attractive: nope
- Think you're a health freak: definitely not!
- Get along with your parents: yes
- Like thunderstorms: they're fun, and make things interesting..lol
- Play an instrument: used to play clarinet, alto clarinet, and bass clarinet. can kinda play piano (not very well)

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
- Drank alcohol: if you know me, then you know the answer to that..lol
- Smoked: nope
- Done a drug: only caffeine
- Gone to the mall: probably
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no....
- Eaten sushi: no, ewww
- Been on stage: not since june
- Gone skating: nope too cold to rollerblade
- Gone skinny dipping: not yet ;)
- Dyed your hair: nope, i need to again though
- Stolen anything: only kisses

- Played a game that required removal of clothing: still need to do that, strip go fish anyone?
- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: again, if you know me you know that answer (lol)
- Been caught "doing something": hahahaha no comment
- Gotten beaten up: only by my bro
- Shoplifted: nope!

LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older

- Age you hope to be married: not for awhile
- Numbers and Names of Children: kids? AHHH
- Describe your dream wedding: ...
- How do you want to die: quickly
- What do you want to be when you grow up: some kind of engineer/biochemist (yah im a nerd i know)
- What country would you most like to visit? italy

LAYER NINE: In a partner
- Best eye color: depends on the person
- Hair color: same as above
- short or long hair: short hair...(gotta love my guys)
- Height: taller than me...
- Weight: porportionate to their height
- Best articles of clothing: nothing!

LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
- Number of people I could trust with my life: eh, my guys won't let anything too bad to happen to me heh
- Number of CDs that I own: more than 60
- Number of piercings: 4 (2 in each ear) wish it was 7
- Number of tattoos: none...yet
- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: a couple...
- Number of things in my past that I regret: i don't really regret anything, i probably should, but i don't. guess we'll see


if things get anymore confusing i think my brain is going to implode. yes implode... not explode

if you can't deal with/don't like it then too damn bad

if you don't give a shit about what happens to me in my pathetic life, then someone finally has the right idea...


"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I walk alone, I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone!


I had an awesome weekend

just thought you might like to know...

so yes, details... I went to Rockford on friday to go and see Noel and Pinky and go to the Wailers concert. I gotta tell you, it was better than i thought it was going to be! turns out pinky lives in Waterford, not that far away from me! but anyway, we went to the intersection to see the wailers, hung out in the ghetto lounge for a bit, ended up back at Noel's house. Noel, Pinky, Adam, and me drove together, and we met another of their friends @the concert. I don't know where Adam disappeared off to after we got back though. We were going to have a bonfire, but we were all to cold and tired (it was 2 am by this point) so we had a fire inside instead and started watching the fifth element (i love that movie) i started falling asleep part way through it, Pinky DID fall asleep and Noel was getting sleepy, so we let Pinky stay asleep and the rest of us fell asleep in Noel's room. After all of us went to bed (well except for Pinky) no one was tired anymore so we ended up staying awake until about 7 am. then we got up at 10...

I had so much fun though, and i really missed Noel and Pinky, Noel especially. hopefully i'll get to see him again sometime, otherwise guess i'll have to wait until school starts!

love all of you,



i was so tired yesterday! got up at 3:30 am, left for work at 4:30 am, got to work at 5:30 am. worked until 3:00pm, then went to scott's house. left scott's house at about 6:45 pm, got home at 8 pm. fell asleep on the couch at about 8:30 pm, got woken up at 9 pm, went to bed. got woken up by my cell phone at 9:30 pm, looked at it but didn't answer it, went back to sleep and didn't wake up until 4:17 am when my alarm went off. turned off my alarm clock, went back to sleep, then woke up at 4:30 am to get ready for work. left at 5:23 am, then got to work at 6:16 am. now its 7:17 am, i'm working by myself today, and have nothing to do (at the moment)

but enough of the running commentary!

rant time...

you know what i dislike? i don't like how keyboard makers put the apostrophe RIGHT next to the enter key. i always hit the wrong key, always! for example:
if i want to type the word don't
it comes out
and that isn't right. oooh it bugs me so much! why couldn't they put it somewhere else?

does that bother anyone else?

wow, that was such a fake rant. that really does bother me, i just can't rant about it...

so yah going to grand rapids on friday. we're going to the wailers concert, by we i mean me, Noel, Pinky, and a bunch of other people. after the concert we're all going to spend the night at Noel's house. i still can't believe that my parents agreed to this! i'm sooo excited though!!! i can't wait.

on another note, i'm confused. i'm not sure where things are going, i don't really know whats going on, and i don't know how much longer it can...

i hate being confused...


go visit my new "check me out sites" they're nice!!

anyhoo...i miss you! all of you, well most of you...lol

stupid server...grrrrrrrrrr


is it bad that i keep thinking about milk duds?

anyhoo...yah i'm bored OUT OF MY MIND

there's been a lot on my mind lately and thats not a good thing. i just need to unplug my brain, put it in a drawer and lock it away until January 10th (first day of classes) when school starts again.

speaking of January 10th, thats out three year aniversary (now thats a long ass time) ain't that a kick in the teeth?

i bought the sims 2, lots of fun, not quite as addicting yet as the original though.

well im off to go measure oil tanks.

i love all of you, except for you, you, and you