10.21.2004

"Out Of Control"
I've done everything as you say
I've followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
(Thought you would be there)
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I was
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All of the things you've said to me
I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Is it a mystery?
Is it a mystery?
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control...
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All the things you've said to me
And I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

10.17.2004

Blah blah blah. I feel like doing nothing, all I want to do is sleep. Boring, I know.

I haven't been home a single night this week; Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday I was with Stash, Tuesday I was at Scott's, and Thursday I was at Jason's. I had fun all week though!! Scott's coming up here on Tuesday this week, should be interesting he's never been to my house or met my parents before... oh well

Mark Ridley's Comedy Castle on Friday...I'm excited!


10.03.2004

So i've been at work for a week. It was my first audit, and there were three going on at once.

oh well, i got a half hour of over time in...woohoo...

on another note, i was invited to go to a party up at WMU on friday, but my daddy said no..it isa long drive though... but i did want to go...

on yet another note, i miss all my friends from school... very very much...

i don't even know how to get in touch with Jason...oh well..i'll see him once school starts again... I miss everyone except for Arango...i get to see him just about everyday at work, so thats all good.

so all you Skool people, if you know the cell number, hit it up, otherwise drop my an email of catch me online or something, cuz I MISS YOU!!!