10.21.2003

isn't your senior year supposed to be the best one of all? you'd think so huh... instead here i am supposedly enjoying the best years of my life and what happens instead? i fail at everything i try out for, overload myself way too much, and generally am just about to snap. i can't handle this much stress, this has been proven in the past. it builds and builds and then finally one day i snap, last time i lost my best friend, what will happen this time? i am taking three AP classes, but four tests...I can't get into NHS, i got cut from the competition (the only senior that tried out and didn't make it), and am feeling overwhelmed and useless. what the hell is wrong with me. Can't i just enjoy a school year for once?