5.17.2002

do you know what's its like to be friends with someone since 7th grade....and then in about the total space of a week...give or take a year...lose them completely...it sucks...but then again...in some cases, or at least this one...its all for the best...i guess...there's not much left to do but continue on with your life even though you aren't on speaking terms with someone you've talked to just about everyday in your life...imagine that your best friend in the entire world all of a sudden one day... completely out of the blue...just up and says...i'm sick of you, of hearing about your day, your life, you "love" problems, all your problems in fact, and just plain old you...can you imagine what your response might be like? i'd imagine that it'd be somewhat like mine...and then after saying.."maybe this isn't worth fixing...but hey, we can give it another shot if you'd think it would work"...being told...well that's the truth...goodbye...what would you're reaction be? maybe i rely on my friend's opinions too much...maybe that's an understatement...but still would those friendships of lasted even this long if they didn't expect that, or no that sounds wrong...if they didn't mind/want that? i don't think so...oh well...thats what i get for relying on others opionions too much...its time for me to start using my own head and making my own decisions...not letting others make them for me...

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